Alive.

I'm not really in the mood to blog right now. But there was something wrong with the old blog theme and it appeared ugly. Gosh, I felt guilty to myself that I haven't blogged for ages, so I decided to kick off my laziness and gave the long-abandoned blog a make-over. Since spring is around the corner, I thought of a yellow and green combination, but soon realized that only colors from pinkish to reddish suit myself the most. Oh well... So there you go.

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So the first term of my third year of degree is reaching its end with one last paper on the way. The previous two, Immunity & Infections was alright, but Drug Regulations & Quality Control was such a pain in the ass. I wonder who came up with such a screwed up paper and expected students to finish three 100-mark questions in 90 minutes. Oh, I heard some of you whispering 'That's how the last year is like. What do you expect?' Puh-lease. I understand the fact that it's a battle where the fittest survive and I'm not an under-achiever - definitely not gonna let my honor degree slip away. However, there is a limit to everything, including posing challenges to students' brains and effort. Um... Neh mind, it's over anyway. Now it's time to face the 3-hour paper for Common Diseases & their Treatments, another hardcore module. FML.

Note: For those who still don't know what FML is, apparently it means fuck my life.

Moving away from ranting. It has been a day with conversations for me to think about but I ain't gonna let it bring me down by any means. Though that particular feeling suddenly rushed back and abruptly stole my appetite, it helped me realize that my mind and heart are probably not that strong after all. I could take it twice but don't think another strike (which is unlikely to happen) would be within my endurance. I would drop it faster than a hot brick certainly. But nah, why think so much when things are fine? Smack my head.

Gonna end my entry today with a photo you've probably never seen before:

'How do I get through one night without you?...' Like you can clearly see how unglam I actually am, right? Hahas. But I like. Hmm. Do you?

We try not to crush but we still collide

Tears I've cried

I'll survive

I'm alive

Currently in ♥ with 'Alive' by Leona Lewis