If you had my ♥.

(to all the dudes out there)

If you had my love
And I gave you all my trust
Would you comfort me
And if somehow you knew
That your love would be untrue
Would you lie to me
And call me 'baby'


Now if I give you me
This is how it's got to be
First of all I won't take you cheating on me
Tell me who can I trust
If I can't trust in you
And I refuse to let you play me for a fool


You said that we could possibly spend eternity
See that's what you told me, that's what you said
But if you want me, you have to be fulfilling all my dreams
If you really want me, babe


If you had my love
And I gave you all my trust
Would you comfort me
And if somehow you knew
That your love would be untrue
Would you lie to me
And call me 'baby'


You said you want my love
And you've got to have it all
But first there are some things you need to know
If you wanna live
With all I have to give
I need to feel true love or it's got to end, yeah


I don't want you trying to get with me and I end up unhappy
I don't need the hurt and I don't need the pain
So before I do give myself to you, I have to know the truth
If I spend my life with you


If you had my love
And I gave you all my trust
Would you comfort me
And if somehow you knew
That your love would be untrue
Would you lie to me
And call me 'baby'


...

Still remember I kept dancing to this ancient song of JLo in the living room when it was first out, though I knew nuts about its meaning. Yesterday, listening to it again word by word, I felt entirely different - no longer hyper, no longer happy. Perhaps a sad smile with a touch of pride describes it best. Oh well, we grow up, experience, learn and understand more.

Anyway, let's brighten up the mood of this blog with a picture of the cute key chain I bought today.

Okay. I shall confess. I got this Horse thingie from Brainwave, a.k.a. MDIS bookstore. It's lame I know. But being in school too early makes people bored and do random things, I guess. Besides, I haven't got anything attached to my house keys - it's too plain and so not me. And! I like the description about those born under the sign of the Horse. If you can't read the tiny wording, I'm kind enough to type it out!

Those born under the Chinese Zodiac sign of the Horse are usually exciting and extroverted. They are extremely animated, and thrive when they're the center of attention. They are very sociable but may be prone to throwing tantrums when things don't go their way. Most compatible with Dog or Tiger.

I admit that I enjoy attention and do get upset when things don't go my way (most probably because my way is the better choice most of the time? LOL). Anyway, the rest is up to you guys to judge, but I find it a very accurate description, applying for myself at least. All the Horse babies out there, make some noise! Oh and talking about compatibility, I believe they miss out on Goat - I don't really get along with Dog though, look at my sister.

Hmm, what else? Oh, today our clique got so bored in the oh-my-god Scientific Workshop and had a colorful conversation about our future after graduation. Not that easy and straightforward, and obviously it takes lots of investment/ preparation from now. I see a need to get a GMP cert before applying for jobs but am not sure which school provides the most recognized and reliable GMP course in the local as well as international context. Someone recommended Singapore or Ngee Ann Poly. Anyone with any relevant information, please show your support, ok? :) Thanks a lot in advance!

I'm heading to bed now. Tomorrow will be a better day, I told myself so. ♥