4 months.

Ah, so it's been 4 months since the first day you called me for a meet-up and got everything started. A virtual bond and some online conversations prior to that did sparkle my interest in your personality. But that was all - full stop because I'd learned that no expectation ought to be invested before actual encounter in real life.

Fortunately, things went well (though a little bit fast) and we got together without much official confirmation from any party. To be honest, this, together with some other stuff I observed or was told along the way, placed me in a mess of doubt and confusion. Deep inside my heart, I knew that I could trust you, but it also told me that I was nowhere close to knowing you, yet I'd already committed to our relationship. So much.

There were moments when I was so frightened to have my heart broken again that I turned really fragile. Then you came like a soother with your actions and words, both speak so loud that the huge shadow of fear was driven away from my mind. Understanding improved and promises made, they're like my savior when I am in the worst state of mind and keep me believing in the strength of our relationship. Once grabbed hold of it, I don't let go easily. And you? Don't say you easily give up on love when you've reassured me that I'll be with you no matter what. (It hurts to even think of it!) Embrace and secure me as you know very well how to do it and my everything will belong to you as they've always been. I love to be dedicated to someone like you.

4 months together and way more to go. Kisses.

P.S. em yêu anh.