°•Sαvoїr·Fαїrპ•°©: Close to you.

Guess what? We've been together for half a year!

At this point of time, it's not only about the undeniable chemistry between us, but also the continuous process of going deep into each other that brings us even closer than the closest we've previously been. The more I discover and understand about you, the more I am attached (or should I say 'glued') to you. What you've been showing me about yourself can be summarized in one sentence... (Make yourself believe and guess before reading it!)

Keep being yourself & you're the man whom I won't regret to spend my life with.

Yes. You have far too many little sweetness that I can't help but recognize and love. And please, don't worry a thing about your so-called flaws which make a major part of the entire imperfect human that I'm in love with. I accept and love them so long as you take into consideration this loving relationship and me (like how you always do). And you know what? It's amazing that after six months together, I still can feel my heart beating faster every single time we're about to meet, just like a few minutes before the first moment I saw you. (Really!)

Anyway, thank you, dear. For being such a real gentleman, boyfriend and lover that constantly gives myself love and care (in both obvious and subtle ways). For the best and happiest birthday ever in the 19 years of my life (you sure know how to pamper and surprise me, love). For literally speaking my mind out (even when we have a huge fight prior to that). For filling the significant pieces of me that went missing before you came into my life. And simply for being the you that I'm deeply proud of.

Also, I apologize. For not making you feel loved or cared enough at times. For talking or acting inappropriately out of my angers. For disappointing you with my weird reasoning. For crying repeatedly over the same matter despite being told not to. For being rigid to you and too soft to others. Many more that have created the gap between my current self and the perfect girlfriend that you deserve. However hard it is, I will try my best for you and this love, alright?

Remember no matter what happens and how people judge, you will always have my genuine admiration, sympathy and support. When you need someone who loves you, here I am.

Happy 6th month, honey.

Why do birds
Suddenly appear
Everytime you are near
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Why do stars
Fall down from the sky
Everytime you walk by
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together and decided
To create a dream come true...

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Other updates:

Sorry dudes, I've been neglecting my blog lately (like again). Don't worry, nothing drastic has happened - be sure that I'm still good. Flied home and stayed for last week with Daddy. Could tell that he was mostly in a good mood throughout 7 days as there are certain issues he can only share with me, I bet, despite the fact that I no longer like to reply much. He even tried to side me when Mom was being unreasonable (again) and scolding me like a... (forget it). Strange enough, Dad even brought up the topic of love and life-long relationship, perhaps in an attempt to hear something from me. Still, I don't think parents are completely fine with me being in a relationship at the moment, be it a guy of the same or different race. The only way is to score really well in this last year, which happens to be the most essential throughout the whole degree course and determines whether I'll be awarded with first-class honor from Bradford. Considering the increasing challenges to get an A, it won't be an easy task to fulfill. But a strong will to achieve, to prove and the constant support from someone so significant will help me conquer the obstacles ahead, I believe. Oh and beside studies, financial management is another thing to improve as well - I must be down to earth.

Back to Singapore on my birthday, I was glad that my dear friends didn't forget although I hadn't met some for quite a while. Once again, thank you all. However, the person who made the day stand out in my whole life couldn't be anyone else but the significant other. As if his company itself had not been sufficient for my craving heart, he brought me from one lovely surprise to an even better one, in a chain with so little gap in between that placed the happy me on top of the world. I wanted, and even now I want, to flaunt what he did for me to as many people as possible because I'm proud of him to the core and entirely feel the significance of his detailed preparation for my special day. Can't describe how deeply I appreciate it, but given the chance to meet up, I'll tell you buddies about that, I promise.

Okay, it's now peanut butter PHOTO time!