Dear.

"My Heart Belongs To You"

Through the window of my soul
All the secrets that I hold
Will be yours to share for always, always

Like a whisper in the wind
A gentle breeze touches my skin

And I know you’re with me always, always

I can feel it in the air
The fire that we share
Can only come from deep within

It’s a light that burns so bright
It guides you through the night
And leads you to me
So find your way back and

Hold me, touch me
Let the love come rushing through me
I’m yours with every breath I take
Forever and ever
Hold on to love
Cause deep down that’s what we’re made of
Never let go for my heart’s sake
Cause my heart belongs to you

I lie awake to hear you breathe
Only you can fill the need
That builds and burns so deep inside me, inside me

As the moon lights up the sky
There’s a thousand reasons why
That my heart will only beat for you

You’re the reason that I live
So now all I’ve got to give
I give it to you
Just don’t fight the feeling

Hold me, touch me
Let the love come rushing through me
I’m yours with every breath I take
Forever and ever
Hold on to love
Cause deep down that’s what we’re made of
Never let go for my heart’s sake
Cause my heart belongs to you

Don’t give up but just give in
I will always be here waiting for you
Love will see us through

Hold me, touch me
Let the love come rushing through me
I’m yours with every breath I take
Forever and ever
Hold on to love
Cause deep down that’s what we’re made of
Never let go for my heart’s sake
Cause my heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you
My heart belongs to you… only you

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I don't really know what else to do, dear.
I've tried to hold back my ego, my pride, my stubbornness so so much. Incredibly I should say. But my patience has its limit.
Don't cross the line, dear...
Or I'll have no choice... but to give up, and move on.
At least, as a guy, why don't you face me and tell me what you think, rather than keep avoiding me without a single word?
I know you're totally not a coward.
As long as I know you, you're a good guy, very good I should say. Responsible, and reliable.
Give me a reason why things suddenly turn black. I'm dying to hear.

Today I had to stick 4 elastic bands on my feet for a wrong choice of slippers.
When I got home, I slightly sprayed water and scrubbed the open wounds with soap.
It hurts. Damn hurts. Until I literally wanted to scream and cry like a kid.
However, take another look, the wounds are now clean and will be healed soon.
If I'd never washed it just because of too much pain, it might have got infected and would be much worse.

So I've learned that washing the open wound does hurt. A lot. But I'd rather be that hurt than leave it open until it can't be healed any more. Same thing happens to love.

Wish you were here. Read. Understand. Protect. Love. Me.