I want a love
I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires
I want a man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me?
Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just leave
Just walk away.
[Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson]
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Ding ding, time to update blog, lazy girl... ._.
It's now raining (again) and my plan to go to school early has been spoiled. Yeah, the fact is I've been slacking since the start of the new term. Better kick start I guess. And I got a C for Marketing last term... Seriously I didn't expect it. It's like a dark spot of ink on a white sheet of paper to me. For someone who always craves for the best, it's obviously something unacceptable. But still, I have to face it, no choice _ and of course, learn from it.
Lesson number N - Time management during a paper.
Sigh. Okay, enough. Time to Smile and Try. :)
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I knew I was lied and betrayed from the start. It was all lust, not love. Every 'easy come, easy go' experience just digs the whole in my heart deeper, making me feel more insecure in the following relationship. People tell me to trust, to follow my heart, to whatever. But look, that was what I got in return. Staring at the cruel fact with my own eyes, yet I felt like I was walking in the clouds. Oh ya, at least, like my friends said, glad for me, 'cause at least my mind's managed to get my heart outta that crap. But still, the pain was once again touched and never healed. If only I could turn back time, I would have taken those precious advices seriously. Sorry, I was blind and deaf.
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Maple is lagging like hell! Sometimes I poked the monster already then the screen stoned for a while, then my character got hit 'till death. Gosh. Anyways I've learned how to trade items and gained quite a number of mesos. Feeling so shiok, lol... And I've chosen to be a bandit, loss of HP is considerable but damage's quite good. *Hearts* Kerning City. :D
Someone's coming, someone's going this Wednesday. It's gonna be a mixed feeling...
No matter what happens, I must stay strong and happy, yeah? My beloved ones can't stay by my side and support me forever. And I need to help others also. After the rain, here comes a sunny windy day ahead...
Ding ding, time to update blog, lazy girl... ._.
It's now raining (again) and my plan to go to school early has been spoiled. Yeah, the fact is I've been slacking since the start of the new term. Better kick start I guess. And I got a C for Marketing last term... Seriously I didn't expect it. It's like a dark spot of ink on a white sheet of paper to me. For someone who always craves for the best, it's obviously something unacceptable. But still, I have to face it, no choice _ and of course, learn from it.
Lesson number N - Time management during a paper.
Sigh. Okay, enough. Time to Smile and Try. :)
---
I knew I was lied and betrayed from the start. It was all lust, not love. Every 'easy come, easy go' experience just digs the whole in my heart deeper, making me feel more insecure in the following relationship. People tell me to trust, to follow my heart, to whatever. But look, that was what I got in return. Staring at the cruel fact with my own eyes, yet I felt like I was walking in the clouds. Oh ya, at least, like my friends said, glad for me, 'cause at least my mind's managed to get my heart outta that crap. But still, the pain was once again touched and never healed. If only I could turn back time, I would have taken those precious advices seriously. Sorry, I was blind and deaf.
---
Maple is lagging like hell! Sometimes I poked the monster already then the screen stoned for a while, then my character got hit 'till death. Gosh. Anyways I've learned how to trade items and gained quite a number of mesos. Feeling so shiok, lol... And I've chosen to be a bandit, loss of HP is considerable but damage's quite good. *Hearts* Kerning City. :D
Someone's coming, someone's going this Wednesday. It's gonna be a mixed feeling...
No matter what happens, I must stay strong and happy, yeah? My beloved ones can't stay by my side and support me forever. And I need to help others also. After the rain, here comes a sunny windy day ahead...
*Left*
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