Moody.

Yesterday I was kinda hyper if you noticed. Yes, because it was a day with exciting and coincident events that don't happen all the time (E.g. I was in the same car with Steve's girlfriend on the train to Queenstown, then bumped into him on the train back, like how on Earth did it happen right? But it did apparently). Anyway, today has been much different: boring, tiring and wasteful. Exam is coming in 3-week time and I haven't done with my own notes for cardiovascular and respiratory. Traditionally, summarizing from given lecture note and text book has been an enjoyable thing to do. However, with this sort of unorganized buffet-styled lecture note, plus such an inexperienced yet trying-too-hard-to-be-cool lecturer, self-study obviously is the key word, and it takes way more time and energy to produce reliable self-notes for exam revision. Getting pissed off instantly with the confusing arrangement of topics considering their depth of coverage, who would still have the mood to study? Well, since I'm not into whining about everyday-life issues and have practiced enough in school, let's give it a break here. No matter what is going on, eventually people will only judge from the result. So yeah, I won't let myself regret later, sort of like 'If only I'd tried harder...', cuz it's lame.

Probably tomorrow I'm gonna collect my air ticket for holiday. Yes, I'll be away for a week after the paper (so pathetic, can't even have a long break) and hopefully have my blog updated afterward. There are a few things I've mentally listed to pamper and entertain myself during that short period (I deserve it okay?). But before that, gotta deal with mom's stay from the 10th first. Mom + sis + exam = disaster, don't you think so? Sigh, and those upcoming plans for post-holiday as well... Really wish to get everything accepted and done in an eye blink so that I could be worry-free for a while. But yeah, 'everything will be okay in the end; if it's not okay, it's not the end'. So :) !

Love, oh baby my girl
You are my everything
My dazzlingly beautiful bride
You are a gift from god
We'll be very happy, your black eyes well up with tears
Even if your black mesmerizing hair turns white
My love, you my love,
I swear I love you

Saying I love you is what I want to do the most everyday in my life
Would you marry me? I want to love you, treasure you, and live with you

I want you to lean on my shoulders each time you sleep
Would you marry me? With this heart of mine, will you accept me?

To accompany you for the whole lifetime, I do
To love you, I do
Regardless of snow and rain, I will be there to protect you, I do
Let me be the one to protect you, my love

You wearing the white bridal gown
Me wearing the suit
Both of us walking in sync towards the stars and moon, I swear
No lies, no suspicion
My dearest princess, stay with me

Even if we are becoming older, we will smile and live on
Would you marry me? Are you willing to live the rest of your life with me?

No matter how weary and tired we are, I do
I will always be by your side, I do

The days when we will spend together, I do
Everyday will my heart be thankful, my love

I have prepared this ring for you since a long time ago,
Please take this shiny ring in my hand

Just like the mood today, remember the promise that we're making now
Would you marry me?

To accompany you for the whole lifetime,I do
To love you, I do
Regardless of snow and rain, I will be there to protect you, I do
Let me be the one to protect you, my love

The only thing that I can give you is love
Although it's insignificant
Even though there are areas which I lack
I will protect the love between us, me and you
Let's make a promise, no matter what happens we will still be in love
And even so...

I do
I will always be by your side, I do
The days when we will spend together, I do
Everyday will my heart be thankful, my love

Will you marry me? I do

'Marry U' by SuJu (translation)
Would you like to sing this to me, love?